In the midst of thinking

Today is my last day being an 18-year old teen, yep I am turning nineteen tomorrow. It feels just the same except that I am putting this one kind of spirit in me which is to be better on almost everything that im putting my ass on. I gotta grow up somehow no matter how hard its goin to be. And in order to do that.. I have to give my sexy goodbye kiss to the old me :) I have to be really more serious with my goals, I gotta strike the first one first, which is my STPM exam. I'll be better not only on that field, it includes my attitude, my thinking and the way I do things on my way. I have alot to polish up and I bet you, its never goin to be as easy as eating macaroni and cheese.

I am a terrible driver that I almost made my holiday a living hell cause I accidentally drove my car on gear 4 while I am doin my U-Turn yesterday. I was like wth am I thinking, mom almost get her first heart attack sitting next to me. Thank God nothin is happen but mom still has a tiny doubt about lending her car to me tomorrow. I have to earn the trust back which seems impossible for the time being.

I had a surprise visit from Shadel finally this morning while I was cleaning the house.. and I would want to thank her for all the movies and Tv shows that she gave me! I LOVE YOU DEL :P Just cant wait to watch parenthood and some other movies that she gave me XD Talking about cleaning, of course its exhausting. From my room to downstairs, to the kitchen, to the balcony to my study room and to my other balcony upstairs.. oh and the toilet. I am bored so yeah you could possibly caught me doin some kind of cleaning if im at lost of what else to do.