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I am just a middle-age teen who is almost a woman waiting to be inspired and get pretty fascinated over things that aren't as interesting roller coaster and such. I have a an odd way making myself to feel better which is screaming on the karaoke room like mad instead of singing. I have nothin to brag about myself cause bragging isnt really my thing. Physically, my face isnt as commercial as you people, the body that could make jerks go gaga and perfect hair-do like most of you have.. And of course I am an not as interesting as the girl next door but that doesn't make me an absolute turn off, I can still be charming in another different way. I am still discovering the best in me.

Like everybody else, I am afraid what the future would hold for me, every steps I made is a risk that leads to something that I have no idea what could it be. I have this annoying paranoia that I will always screw things up when I am enthusiastically eager on it. That makes me a little less confident about everything, so I am always hiding behind my invisible shell. That is so me. I know it is not good cause it is holding me back from moving forward.. I have to have the courage to face life, or else I am not going anywhere and I will never grow up.

I was never lucky in love, I wasnt looking for one at the time being cause it isnt the right time. Falling for the wrong one is always exhausting.. Just dont waste your time on me my dear knight in shining Armour. I have something else to catch for the time being.