18 and above only.

Urg I am quite devastated with my Bahasa Melayu, History and General Studies paper! This is my blog and I'll rant whatever I want in here and excuse me for some cursing in here okay! I get B for history and I aimed for A which is pretty much disappointing.. I did alot of some stupid silly but MAJOR mistakes and it made my essays went off and out from the topics that I should be talking about. And she is still higher then me which is more disappointing that I feel like drowning my head in the drain, like what the effin hell I could do to be better!?? I know I can do better than this but now I can see it clearly now that it seems so hard that I think that stpm is so impossible for me. I get the bigger picture now. Hmm.. There are some improvements on General Studies, from the usual C i get to B.. its just that my Part A and B part are so weak.. and the most frustrating part is that I get C for BM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit pukima motherfucker sial !#$%%$#%#%#$#.. I am not cursing to anyone, just to myself. I am quite frustrated with myself now.. NOTHING CAN MAKE ME FEEEEL BETTER OH..

And another OMG episode of today is that Forum competition is next week and I am not even ready to face my public speaking fear. MAY THE FORCE BE WITH US! x