I dont know why I am being so emo these days, its like everything is so out of plase and these feeling isnt familiar to me.. Its like whatever I did seems so wrong for me and I deserve none to all the things that I have now. I am never good enough for myself, I am never smart enough.. I have huge appetite and it kills me on the inside that I tried to stopped myself from eating but I ended up getting those thing that I am craving for so long, i was like wth? I get annoyed super easily and I count on people who aren't in my circle of friends but I trusted em of course, cause I know them for so long. These are all the signs of depression and I am so so at lost of what else to do. Its helpless :'(
People that I thought I could count on isnt there, being selfish and I am not blaming anyone.. I just hope all these thing would go away and these unknown cause of bruises could just heal and let me live on with my life. Just leave me alone, dont ask me if I am okay or not.. Of course I am not. I am hoping for a better day tomorrow, a quiet and less annoyance-vibe kind of atmosphere.. I cant resist anything for now, I am fragile. And dont feel sorry for me.
Down I go, falling and floating them I am falling deeper and down again..
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trust me megi.. i've been in and out of this kind of situation. It's hella frustrating. and i know how you feel when people starts to ask you if you're ok or not. I donno what exactly you're feeling, but i know it's annoying. i think THIS, must be settled on our own.. cuz that's wat i did.. over and over again.. i just hope you can start feeling all happy again soon. :)
While yr in and out wit this kind of situation, wat did you to make yrself all prepared with all the possibilities that might come and struck you unawarely? I feel so helpless with almost everything oh..
i hope i can be all happe again SOOON!! :((
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