Love me, Jaded.

My eyes are like so painful from the screen that I have been staring at since 3 hours ago, I guess that I need new glases? Besides that, I am prone to headache nowadays that a tiny glare might irritates me. I guess everyone realized that I will eventually walk to the classroom door and close em if its widely open. What is more irritating that I can hardly sleep when I see any lights when I was about to dream myself off to the lala land. It wakes up my brain cell and there it goes, I couldnt sleep that my mood for sleeping went away. Sad :(
Nah I am not a vampire, I am so much comfortable at the darker side :)

Trials in about 2weeks time and I am so not ready!! I am not ready for General Studies, Sport Science, Bahasa Melayu and Sejarah(!!!!) .. I am more freak out with history subject this time. 4 effinly thick books to read for that one subject since it is divided to four huge section; Sejarah Asia tenggara, timur and selatan , Tamadun Dunia, Tamadun Islam, and Sejarah Malaysia. I AM SO DEAD!! Bm lagi, adui I hope that I dont get C- this time cause it brings down my pointer and its frustrating.

I need a constant motivation that I still dont have until today, I have been looking around for anything that has its quality and tendency to be my persistent inspiration for me to survive this 3 months time to stpm. I am easily distracted that I hate myself for that.
What is wrong with you Megaa?

I miss seeing you around that I have been seeing you in people around. Pathetic much but at least I am being honest. I will never let you go if we get to meet again in future, You left once and I did whisper this to myself that if yr back, I will take it as a sign. And you actually went back but I was too stupid that i didnt make the best out of the time left. And for years to come and if we meet again. I will take that as a sign and you know what I am goin to do :)
Ew I sound like a cougar now -.-
But who knows what future might bring to me, its just a crappy ranting session.
Never take this seriously ;)

Ok toodles!
Btw I saw "Ipoh, Perak" on my Live Traffic Feed. Claire.. I miss you oh oh so much :(