Temporary excitement.

And I am finally free from another sleepless night where I have to got up in the middle of the night till its dawn to study. I know the terms of sleepless had always been resembles to me, not because I have this somekind of odd sleeping habit that I fell asleep in the class or something, its because the difficulties that I had while trying to get myself to sleep.. or maybe I exaggerate a little bit here, I mean only sometimes not all the time. I am not insomniac, I just prefer and comfortable calling it sleeping disorder.. er yeah :)

What I have been up to? nothing interesting except of pimples starting to show on my forehead and my flabby tummy is getting bigger day by day. I am having hard times dealing with my body weight that it never decreases down but stays that way for like forever and and I am hating myself for that. I am eating less and work out a lil but nothin works and changes, it sucks.

I feel like ranting here but I have nothing to rant on mind, life is treating me okay so far. I have been avoiding the ups and downs, annoyance from the world and such. Isolating myself from the world that I used to live and I am feelin comfortable with my less brighter and hectic site of the world that im in. But it feels awkward when I tried to get myself back to er yknow socializing, talking to people and such.. I am not used to it anymore, how odd is that?

I guess im ending this dull and pointless post due to the less entertaining contains and it might bore the hell out of you.

Is anyone reading my crap anyway? I just wanna know >;)