I was goin through to somethin just now and i still remember what I replied you after you sent me the text above. 'I am sorry for being an ass these all along' that is the only thing I said and without even considering how would he feels that I give him hopes and such but I dont feel the same way as he does. I know sorry doesnt heal everything but time will, I mean I never really think of how much will it affects you. It is easy for me to articulate my deepest apology, I was being selfish but I am really sorry that it happened. I know you have moved on, same goes to me but the difference here yr moving on and having someone while I dont. I wasnt ready to be in one, and maybe still. That is what I have told you earlier but yr convincing me to let you in... and I did. That is the mistake part where I let you in without even asking myself if that is what I want and what would happen next.. And now ; I have lost a bestfriend that you can talk about almost everything, and a person who appreciates me well than anyone else.
Fall in love when yr ready, not when yr lonely :)
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