Undynamic Me.

It's frustrating to really know that I have limits everything I'm doing specially when it comes to studying. No matter how hard I try or do with sucking all of that knowledge from books, my pointer and grades are still the same, or maybe less or slightly more den the previous one. I got 3.17 for the recent exam and 3.00 on the previous one, and somethin like that too on the previous one. I am like the most unproductive, undynamic and you-name-it person ever ; suda ko ni bida, budu lg.. mcm mna maju oh dlm hidup?!!
How am I supposed to face the world knowing that I am only be able to do one thing forever without being better on it?
Being good enough or the best is a few steps ahead, but if feels like its a thousand miles away. It's unreachable to me.. What am i supposed to do when trying hard doesn't bring anything back? Am I an almost person forever? almost better but impossible to better.

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