Happy Deepavali?

Lol yeah as you all know I am not celebrating deepavali but dad's family are since they are hindu..But too bad they are all in KL and not here.. If I were given the chance to really feel how all it really looks and feels like, i would want to!! The sad thing is that I never really been into a deepavali celebration with my indian family side. Its just sad that deepavali never falls on school holiday, plus lama already xbalik kl and meet my grandma and some relatives there..

Since there is a neighbor around my house which happen to be dad's friend is celebrating deepavali, so yeah we were invited to his openhouse. Just ate a lil and went home right away. but before that, mom came up with a family camwhore session since we are actually wearing all those costumes. Mami said "Bukan slalu pakai gini bah,mari lah minta puji ambil gambar!!" so yeah, here is our little cam whoring session =)






Our indian side shows aite? =P and yep its obvious here that i look more to my mom. ah well that is what people keep tellin me, "This is yr daughter? my god she looks like you back when yr on her age now!" =.="

Talkin about stpm, i am doin all the things I can with all the revision. I admit that i am sacrificing my tv time, goin out time, online time and the sad thing is the time i have with my family at home. sorry mom and dad that I have been caving myself in the study room and rarely get to have a quality time with you people specially this week.. i am up when everyone is asleep and sleeping while everyone is happily gigling on the living room watching tv. ='( i am terrified, more to scared with what future might hold for me.. i hope to get rid of all this terrified feeling, im scared :(

and my back hurts reaaaal bad.