15th December.

I am finally done with stpm. I just dont know what to feel, the excitement of being free from it only lasts for a while, i just dont know why. LOL

I guess my feelings are obviously covered with the excitement and thoughts of being free and all from exam. I am shutting myself off and away from what makes me dwell and feel so down about.. and yep I guess moving on is the best way to deal with this. It makes me hope so much and that it feels like i have been punching you over and over on my mind You know nothing about it but i am putting all the blame on you. It's not your fault, its just.. me :)

Ohhhh crap, that is all crap cause I am unconsciously goin to hoping. In a way, i am such a hypocrite. Time will help me deal with all of these. I know I have been acting like everything is all fine and nothing is wrong, i am so so good with it.

Shouldnt be listening to crappy sad songs actually XD

KTHNX BYE