Chasing echoes.

I thought I have lost my er 'charm' that pimples starting to show all over my face, my flabby tummy is getting bigger and my hair is getting frizzy day by day, plus i have been fringeless for so long, i mean how can I ever feel good with all of that? Besides that, I can hardly recall when was the last time I am out from the house. I have been caving myself, its more like grounding myself away from civilization and people. And yesterday was my very first er pathetic day out.. just to payed up all my bills, the broadband bill and my phone bill, not the shopping outing that you thought off. I went to the Celcom booth on the groundfloor, theres three dude there and one of em is pretty goodlooking la juga.

Dude 1 : yeah? *smiles*
Me : Bayar bill, nah account number saya yg ini. *hands over a piece of tiny paper*
Dude 2 : mari lah aku urus ni bill. Hmm, *pulls the paper from dude 1 and typed my account number on his laptop*
*silence*
Dude 2 : Erm.. pra ka kau?
Me : Hah, Bayar?
Dude 2 : nda bah.. hehe. apa bangsa kau ni ah?
Me : Mau tulis kah??
Dude 2 : Nda lah juga.. pra ka kau?
Me : Erm.. Mama sy dia brunei-cina, dad indian lah.
Dude 2 : Ohh.. patut lawa~ hehe
Me : Ah?
Dude 2 : Semuanya RM86.. Erm.. Kau tinggal mana? Mmg orang sini kah?
Me : *Hands over rm100 note* .... Nda la juga.
Dude 2 : Jadi mana ah rmh kau? *printing out the bills and reading em* Nama kau ka ni? Lain juga kan..
Me : Iya.. hehe
Dude 2 : Ada nombor telefon ni, ko punya?
Me : Nda, bapa sy punya.
Dude 2 : Knp bukan number ko sini? Hehe..
Me : Err..nda tau

Our conversation ended when my brother came and asked me if its done. Trus terdiam ni dia, maybe my brother looks like a gangsta that he handed over the bill right away and he stopped asking me lame questions. And then we left after that

LOL excuse me for this er pathetic post~! Haha. Fact number 10 of me that I am never attractive is tested, and its proven wrong. Astaga, syaitan mana la merasuk aku ni skg -.- I am never a bragger like this ohkay =P